So some of my friends decided to celebrate my b-day a few days early yesterday so we went to play pool, have Uno's Pizza then when to a bar. It was very fun for the most part too bad one of the girls can't get it, it was so stupid. I got early gifts too and I think from my friends they spent too much on me. So lucky actually consider both were from girls. I got a nice Lacoste shirt and a set of personalize Cross pens. This is also something very different from all the years before as this is the first year that I gave gifts to more girls than guys usually I get my friends who mostly are guys gifts and almost no gifts for girls. This year I got gifts almost entirely for girls. Also this year the gifts I got were all something fairly expensive which I didn't expect at all and I kind of feel bad about. Today I got clothes from my mom and her friends but again this year it was different because it was all clothes I would wear, usually I get something I would never wear.
All of these were the upside, but for some reason I still don't feel that good. I can't really explain it, it was great hanging out with my friends and such but something is missing and I don't know how to replace it. I hope it gets better as the week goes on but I think its just going to get worse and that this feeling will just grow. Drinking hasn't help, nothing really seems to help. I really hate this feeling of emptiness inside…
Jee Yuan
"A hypocrite is a person who--but who isn't?"
- Don Marquis
All of these were the upside, but for some reason I still don't feel that good. I can't really explain it, it was great hanging out with my friends and such but something is missing and I don't know how to replace it. I hope it gets better as the week goes on but I think its just going to get worse and that this feeling will just grow. Drinking hasn't help, nothing really seems to help. I really hate this feeling of emptiness inside…
Jee Yuan
"A hypocrite is a person who--but who isn't?"
- Don Marquis
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