We love more then we ever give ourselves credit for and yet we love less then what we say. All of this base on this week. I really thought I was over everything yet it seems like no matter how much I deny it I still feel it. Part of the problem as I discover today is in this world. There are 2 people who’s opinion I cared above all else one is my father and the other one was my ex. yet because of all that’s happened I had doubt about my self worth, as most of you all know I am very arrogant but once in a while I question myself and that doesn’t really help me. A good example was this week, I felt mildly shitty the whole week partly because it felt like a lot of the premise I started with wasn’t true. It’s actually how I got the first sentence in this blog. I just felt that way. I didn’t like the feeling of loathing of myself for my action no matter how just I think they are, or the way I have to be out of my personality. It somehow feels like it’s my fault even when I know its not. I really don’t know why I let her effect me but she does and everything the feeling I get after is never good. I’ve said I’ve moved on but it doesn’t seem that way. I’m dating now and I like the girl I’m seeing but it just seems like there’s something I’m carrying over that I really need to let go.
Jee Yuan
“If you want to tell people the truth, make them laugh, otherwise they'll kill you.”
Oscar Wilde (1854 - 1900)
Jee Yuan
“If you want to tell people the truth, make them laugh, otherwise they'll kill you.”
Oscar Wilde (1854 - 1900)
