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As some of you might know I’m going to DC this weekend…again. This time I’m going with a friend and we’re staying in George Washington, what you might not and I didn’t know until recently was that I’ll be staying with girls, yes notices the S. It was kind of funny, I got an e-mail and it seems the place I’ll be staying with has 4 girls there and originally I was doing to be there with another guy but as it turns out I’m staying there with my friend who is also a girl. So my day started out kind of nice, thought it was just the one girl in the morning turn out to be 4 then my friend was staying so 5 plus because the kind host already have a cot and a mattress of sort I don’t need to bring a sleeping bag. Then the bad started to happen, I went to get a haircut to day but not from Johny and even though it could have been worse, I really do appreciate Johny’s skills a lot more. Also I have something to say but I just don’t know how to say it. I think I know part of the reason I can’t be friends with my ex. I don’t think I have that many close friends. I have only a handful if that and out of that maybe one or two at the most are girls. The problem is that if you were a g/f you can’t go join that circle. I can forgive anything when you are my g/f and you truly am sorry for what you did and want to mend it but to be my friend after that…I just don’t need friends that badly and even if I did, why would I bring someone who have hurt me into my inner circle just so that they can hurt me again in some different way? (Now I know what you’re thinking but didn’t you just say you would forgive them if they were you’re girl?! What BS is this?) You might be right, but the difference is love….sad as that is, that’s the difference. A friend, if they mess you up that’s it you are no long friends so long and thanks for the fish but g/f if you really love them you can forgive anything as long as they are willing to correct it. Somethings I think I’m an idiot for thinking this but that’s my logic and I’m allowed my logic…

Jee Yuan

"It is better to deserve honors and not have them than to have them and not to deserve them."   - Mark Twain

  

  

This weekend I went to visit some relatives in Maryland and partly for the Cherry Blossom Festival which is interesting considering I’m going again next week with my friend. I guess since it was with family I just didn’t think anything of it. The drive was long but the people I met was ok. Both my uncle and grand uncle were nice people to me. I found out I had wireless at my uncle’s place so I actually didn’t miss out on too much in terms of the net. I took some pics of the Cherry Blossom but if you seen one you’ve seen them all. My uncle had a dog that was kind of fun. I remember another dog I use to visit in suburban places except this dog was small, kind of remind me of Yun Yun’s dog but it was still fun playing with it. Tried to take some pic of him but no use he just wouldn’t listen. The actually Cherry Blossom reminded me a little of SF but its funny it was so long ago that aside from a memory of walking in J-town I don’t remember much, which is a good thing. I think I’m finally over the cold and am relatively healthy. I have to get a sleeping bag and I found one I just hope they have it in stock I’ll probably go tomorrow to get it, its nice, good for any weather so I can actually take it camping if I decide to go even during fall not just in summer. All in all it was a weekend, I got to drive the car this weekend it was interesting faster than I thought and better handling than I thought. Questions of dating came up during the weekend and of course I just blow it off as I’m not ready and I ready don’t want to think about it, etc. I can’t believe I’m getting pressure already to get married. Mom is insane, keep saying you’re such a nice boy, isn’t there girls going after you?...etc. I swear the day I get “well I know a nice girl that would be prefect for you”….I’m just going to walk out the room.

Jee Yuan

"Nothing is as simple as we hope it will be."
- Jim Horning