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Jee Yuan

Well how about that, still alive and went to training this Tuesday to boot. The food poisoning went always which is good but the cough is still here but not as much. I might for the first in a week get a decent night of sleep. What doesn’t kill me only makes me stronger right guys? ;) Works be hell the last few days, doing the same things but not really it’s complicated. Too much to do too little time, everyone wanted something from me today and wanted it yesterday. Its funny I can’t get a break even my dreams. So I meet someone, finally ask her out in the dumbest way possible, even I was embarrassed by it but she agrees so we talk and everything is going great but only to tell me she was leaving the country soon and being stupid at the time I didn’t get any more info and so I spent the rest of the dream chasing after her. Ain’t that some shit?! Here’s a conversation tell me if its true. Whats wrong? Nothing, why? I don’t know you always seem so sad......It took me a min but after all the years I’ve known her, that was the first time I think she actually caught me off guard. Do I seen sad now a days? Am I sad these days?

Jee Yuan

"Originality is the fine art of remembering what you hear but forgetting where you heard it."
- Laurence J. Peter

You know what’s the worst thing in the world to happen when you’re sick, other then being sick? You got time, you have nothing but time and nothing to occupy your mind because you’re too weak. I feel like I’ve been dying the last 2 days, and today was the worse. I couldn’t keep anything down and weak as a baby. I don’t think I’ve been this sick in a long time but I guess it was bound to happen. Before when I was sick I guess it was different I always had a reason to fight the cold. As dumb as it sounded my logic always went well if something happens to me whos going to take care of my g/f? isn’t that funny? Now that I’m single I really don’t have that kind of will to fight it, I go though the motions of taking medicine and sleep but I just seen to be getting worse not better. I might actally have to go see a doctor tomorrow, I can’t even remember the last time I went to a doctor for anything other then allergies. Someone once said to me that you’re luck when you broke up with your g/f at least she’s not here in the same city as you. Out of places out of mind. To some extend that’s true but the problem becomes you wonder did that person get over you in a flash, not seeing is sometimes the worse as its just in your head. Maybe it’s the drugs talking but trust me when I say I wish we were in the same city because all your left with is shadows and phantoms.

Jee Yuan

"I do not feel obliged to believe that the same God who has endowed us with sense, reason, and intellect has intended us to forgo their use."
- Galileo Galilei