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Its been a while since I have written here but its ok. I have a suspicion that not many people read this anyway. I have of late been feeling melancholy and I couldn’t really explain it, I partly blame that for the lack of blog. I didn’t feel like saying the same thing over and over again. The good news is as of today that’s done and over with, it disappeared as mysteriously as it came. I have an idea that its probably me getting really adjusted to the single life and having it really settle in finally, but like I said its done. Everything has an end and I deem this the end of the mourning period for my life. Life goes on and all that. I think at this point I’m just sick of feeling bad for myself and still not being able to really talk to people. I think at one point that changed I can’t really remember when it was but it did. I’m more out going again and I think I’ve finally found my tongue too. I still think I’m fu*ked up and I don’t think that’s going to change any time soon but I will try not to let that interfere too much with my life.  I’ve also discover something that’s interesting about myself during this time. I subconsciously compensate for the melancholy and so I actually to most people seem happier which is weird. This weekend is paintball and white water so its going to be a blast. Anyone interested that I have not already invited please e-mail and let me know and we’ll do this.

Jee Yuan

“Some mornings it just doesn't seem worth it to gnaw through the leather straps.”  - Emo Phillips