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I once dated a girl that told me the thing she hated most about me was that I didn't need anyone. I didn't need her, my family, my friends, none of it mattered. I would be fine if I was just on a island all by myself. I think partly she's right, I can be fine by myself which is one of the reason why I'm so strict about either I'm married by 30 or none at all. I was brought up alone, I have no siblings, my parents worked when I was a kid so I had to stay home alone since at least first grade. I had a lot of time by myself and its true that I don't feel the need to share myself with anyone. With all this said, I think people like me need people the most or whether once I have learn to share myself with someone and enjoy it, its hard to go back to being alone. I miss having someone constant in my life to share secrets, thoughts and desires to. I miss it all, and that makes me a fool partly because as much as I think I would fall fast for the next girl, chances are if I fall I'll fall just as hard although at the very least hopefully, it wouldn't appear to be so. Its just a matter of when and who I think or maybe 5 years from now I'll wait around x-mas and b-day by Columbus square and see what happens.

Jee Yuan

"Happiness makes up in height for what it lacks in length."
- Robert Frost