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So the Mac training started today and it went really quickly, I learn some things that was really interesting and little programs you normally don't find out about. Aside from the rain this week started nicely. I think I have gotten pass the anger phase but not quiet the accepting phase. I think I'm in the need replacement phase; it's kind of funny and sad all at the same time. Funny because I now do have the freedom to just go after any and everything I want, sad because I wouldn't be doing for the right reason. The even funnier part is I know what is going on but I can't stop it. I'm looking at girls as replacements but partly because I haven't been just by myself that its like a reaction to attach myself with someone else but at the same time I either don't want or the girl don't want. So what is going to happen is I'll be by myself for a while to let all this past and heal or if someone comes allow and really just blows my mind I would go after it. Its almost like déjà vu because I said something like this after my third g/f and what it was like 2 months and I got into a even longer relationship, I swear I say this now and in a month I'll be married…lol All kidding aside, I think life is at the very least is starting to go back to normal, my emotions are starting to get under control again and such. I'm not sure how this will all play out but I like normal so I'll see how this goes.

Jee Yuan

"I like life. It's something to do."
- Ronnie Shakes