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I think everything that has happened in the last week has finally sunk in. I was in love with someone who was never ready for a committed relationship. Regardless of all the talks my friends and I have about me not wanting to marry just yet, deep down I thought that the day would come soon (soon here means a year or 2) I can’t say that I blame her for feeling this way, everyone is entitle to how they feel, am I angry about certain parts of how we broke up? Sure but these are not the reason why we are staying broken up. I have come to realize that perhaps she is not worth it. I have tried my best and done all that I can to make this work, if that’s not enough so be it. I think its finally time for me to look for someone that will treat me the way I treat them no better no worse, well maybe better…=) I deserve someone that will give me their affection willingly without me having to pull out of them. I deserve someone that will understand me for who are am, from both the things I say and things I don’t say. I don’t know if I will find that person but I am looking now, I can’t say I want a relationship right now because that would be a lie, what I do want is someone where we entertain each other and have fun together, and maybe later on be there for each other when we needed the most without having to ask the other person. So this is stating openly and truthfully, I’m single and I hope that someone is out there.

Jee Yuan

Acquaintance, n.: A person whom we know well enough to borrow from, but not well enough to lend to.
- Ambrose Bierce