I fight everyday against myself.
Not willing to give in,
But wanting to lose
Struggling against instinct and emotions
Trying to listen to my brain for once
Wanting the winter to freeze my heart away like the lakes.
I fight for normality and peace
Winning hurts as much as losing
I fight to forget, to pretend it never happened
Yet longing to remember the touches
Needing to know it was not for nothing
Dying to fight again tomorrow
Knowing if there is nothing more to fight,
It will be the end.
Jee Yuan
"Every journalist has a novel in him, which is an excellent place for it."
- Russel Lynes
Not willing to give in,
But wanting to lose
Struggling against instinct and emotions
Trying to listen to my brain for once
Wanting the winter to freeze my heart away like the lakes.
I fight for normality and peace
Winning hurts as much as losing
I fight to forget, to pretend it never happened
Yet longing to remember the touches
Needing to know it was not for nothing
Dying to fight again tomorrow
Knowing if there is nothing more to fight,
It will be the end.
Jee Yuan
"Every journalist has a novel in him, which is an excellent place for it."
- Russel Lynes
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